Friday, August 29, 2014

All about Me

This my first post while waiting for my HCG drops to arrive from USA..
How do I get to know about HCG?
My dear friend AC was trying it and in her 3rd round. So i suppose it should be safe to consume?

I have been fat or plump or obese since secondary school days. When I was just Secondary 3, my weight hit the highest to 74kg. I am standing at about 1.63m. Terrible and horrible right. As a teenager, I was always been tease by friends around me. Feel totally inferior and shucks. Finally my mother bought me to a clinic at Bukit Batok. I was given 2 types of slimming pill. 1 white 1 red/grey. Its common in the market.

For the first week, I felt damn thirsty. All these are side effects. Keep drinking water, no appetite to eat. I am just been motivated to get that dress and stop all the laughs from friends. I still remember i lose 4 kgs within 1 week cos i only survive on water and totally no rice except some vege and soup from mum cooking.

I have ate the pills for 6months and drop more than 10kg. Starting was fast but slowly its just go down very slow. I even fainted at home! Maybe lack of food and right diet. I stopped the pills after a year and attained my limit weight at 58kg.

The weight does not last long.... I started to eat but watch out as and when. I fell in love with a guy when I was sec 3.  We dated. Happiness dont last. My weight shot up back when I was 17 years old. From there, i have tried to join fitness club, swimming etc just name anything.... i just keep it maintain at 66-70kg. Still overweight but overall look ok.

Till now.... I am 35, still finding the right diet. After birth of my #3, my weight pile up to now 83.5kg my highest! So so damn sad... unhappy..... wondering is it because of my weight i feel so bad and always blow my anger towards my gals.

Hubby bought my cross trainer and also Osim Ushape. Is it just an excuse I dont have time to use it? Not even 30mins per day? Ya, my time are occupied by my kids. They do disturb me while I am working out. Then I get frustrated.

Till lately my friend AC told me she is taking HCG. I google about the diet and seen so much successful stories. To rely on 500cal/day! Can i do it??? I keep asking myself..... I MUST BE DETERMINED!
Sometimes I still on off club drink with my friends. It pretty upset when they commented how I look from the past. "Wa Cynthia You gain alot weight leh. Very good life at home ah eat and eat!" Sick of hearing such comments.

So I told hub about this HCG and we do the purchase online to try out 2 rounds. I am hoping with my gf AC support this round I must be determine to lose at least 20kgs away! But within 2 rounds  cant be able to do so. I tell myself try 1 round then 2 round and assess...

Hope I can succeed!

Took a pic of mine to track n monitor my progress. My HCG drops should be here anytime next week. I am planning Loading (Phase 1) next  weekend.

I can DO IT!

I DONT WANT TO SEE SUCH A PIC OF MINE AGAIN!